After so many failed Relationships
You're the Problem. You already know this. You've known it since relationship three. But you keep pretending there's some other explanation. Bad timing. Wrong person. They had issues. You're just unlucky. The dating pool sucks. Stop it. You Know Exactly What You Do! You know you get needy and suffocating. Or you know you go cold and distant. You know you pick fights over nothing. You know you keep choosing people who are unavailable. You know this. You've done it multiple times. You can predict how it's going to end before you even start. You know your trauma. You understand your triggers, maybe even gone to therapy. And none of it has changed a single thing about how you act. "They have issues" sounds better to you than "I'm exhausting to date." "No good people out there" sounds better to you than "I'm problematic." You say you want a relationship but you're not actually ready for one. You want the fe...